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oh dear. it's been quite a long time since an update. but anways, that's not the point. summer for me has been lazy. very lazy. I work only a few days a week and rest is spent laying around with mark/other people and eating. I like this though.

I've decided not to go on myspace or facebook until august 6. I told myself I could do it for a month after mark convinced me I spend WAY too much time on the internet. he's totally right. I should be wasting time doing something else, like reading. we're keeping tabs on each other and there will be consequences if one of us fails. so far so good.

I'm really stressed right now. All this stuff is happening all at once. please everyone be nice to me and understanding for the next few weeks.

I got car. 1997 Ford Taurus-it's black. it looks very nice. I'll drive it a lot this spring break so everyone can see it.


not the exact one

got my license. about freaking time.

I'm sick.
I hate being sick, it's gross. snot everywhere, sore throat, sniffles. and I don't have a boy to bring me chicken noodle soup. boo.
reno 911 was funny. if you don't like the show, don't see it.
I don't know what I'm going to do now.

My bali dress finally came. I can't believe that it's so close. I seriously have no idea what to expect out of the evening. kate-I still want to hang out tomorrow after school even though I don't need a dress anymore. :]

The messengers was awful. fucking awful. Today I was nauseous and I took a long nap. Now my brother and I are watching X-men 3. I like that movie. I recently received some annoying news about someone. But eileen's taking care of it. God i love that girl. You guys will all see later what I'm talking about, I don't want to ruin our plans.

Oh and look for me in the school fashion show at lunch on tuesday.

Today was nice. I watched three movies and did nothing else so I feel like I got something accomplished. Here's my opinions:

The black dahlia: I was disappointed. It didn't have a lot to do with the girl's actual murder. I was confused most of the time and uninterested about the outcome.

texas chainsaw massacre-the beginning: eh, it was nice to see the backstory of leatherface. but that lasted about 10 minutes. The rest was just the gross torture of teenagers.

Saw 3: I thought it was ok. I mean it's the third one already? Some parts were extremely cliche and the director tried to make the bad guy seem good in the end. lame.

In celeb gossip, mandy moore is dating dj am. Cameron and justin are officially over. Mary Kate seems to have anorexia again. Jennifer Aniston had a boob job and possibly a nose job. Lindsay finally entered rehab.

That is all.

I would like to ask someone to bali. any ideas?

I want us all to go out for a christmas dinner.
meaning:
me
kate
eileen
anisia
jamie
katie
cassie
jeffrey
pretty much anyone else who wants to come.
when is a good time for everyone?

life has been...interesting lately. A lot is different about me I guess. I'm having my thanksgiving this weekend. finally. it is very exciting for me. I'm thinking about becoming a vegetarian sometime soon, idk if I could do it though, I just love the little animals.
I have discovered I have serious boy issues. I know, believe. but we all have different tastes mmmmkkk? have any of you ever liked someone you know you shouldn't have even more when there's no hope? hahaha.

peace.love.war.

So, today isn't really thanksgiving for me. I'm not really thankful for anything, for I will be home alone all day. I hope everyone has a nice one though.

I am sick of people looking down on me for my beliefs.
I'm conservative ok? I'm happy about it. I'm not changing.
I respect you, respect me ok?

people are annoying.


gahhhhhhhhhh.

and just because i'm conservative doesn't make me "in love with bush"
geeezzzz.

it made me laugh.

Have you ever had one of those days where you felt extremely proud of yourself?
Today was like for me.
I remember at the beginning of this year I told myself I was going to do better in school, amd just make better decisions for myself.
I'm just really happy about the way things are for me.
I'm off to go start my macbeth project. early.

here's my life schedule thus far:

today: call in work 5-9. hopefully i get to stay home.
thursday: pumpkin patch! after school.
friday: osu preview day till like 6 or 7
saturday: see science of sleep, then a sleepover.
sunday: homework


20th: marie antoinette w/ kate then football game. we'll be drinking. starbucks.
21st: homecoming!

I am so unbelievably sick it's not even funny.
sorry i wasn't there today.
bye.

nate and i broke up.

sweden or australia for a semester next year?